Theres no way im better off with out him...

Some things i just dont understand...
You love someone and you think they love you too but they end up just breaking your heart. Why is it that people say they love you if they really don't? I don't really understand that... Why can't they just tell you they dont like you and break your heart then instead of making you think you have a chance of them loving you, Then breaking your heart. I think theres only one person who can answer that. And I know that he never will.

I love him and I never stopped loving him, no matter how many times he made me cry or broke my heart I ALWAYS loved him.
I can't even explain how much I love him. It hurts me to know that he hates me and will never love me again. I just want to go back to 7th grade again. I miss the way he used to be. He's one of the best things that ever happened to me. Everyone says im better off without him but I dont really know, it seems like things are worse...